At the risk of sounding woo-woo...On wanting her ashes spread somewhere she's never been...it seems roses at some point were good memories/times between you and her, and it's one of your favorite places...maybe somewhere deep down it's her wanting to be/stay with you in a way that is not connected with the negativity and trauma that she chose in this life?
She never knew it was one of my favorite places though because I was no contact with her for almost ten years. Which makes it even more strange or woo-woo (which is always welcome around these parts lol). But I appreciate the positivity of it. ❤️
I am so sorry you are in this situation. It sounds exactly like my drunken mother who I stayed around and took care of for years. Until I couldn’t anymore. I have not seen or talked to her in almost seven years, and the peace that came with that is priceless. I hope you are able to get through this period and can find that peace.
I’m so sorry you had to deal with something similar but at the same time I am so happy for you— it’s something that is so hard to do, and something a lot of people don’t understand.
I would do anything to go back in time to when I was no contact/estranged from her. Truly the most peaceful!
At the risk of sounding woo-woo...On wanting her ashes spread somewhere she's never been...it seems roses at some point were good memories/times between you and her, and it's one of your favorite places...maybe somewhere deep down it's her wanting to be/stay with you in a way that is not connected with the negativity and trauma that she chose in this life?
She never knew it was one of my favorite places though because I was no contact with her for almost ten years. Which makes it even more strange or woo-woo (which is always welcome around these parts lol). But I appreciate the positivity of it. ❤️
I am so sorry you are in this situation. It sounds exactly like my drunken mother who I stayed around and took care of for years. Until I couldn’t anymore. I have not seen or talked to her in almost seven years, and the peace that came with that is priceless. I hope you are able to get through this period and can find that peace.
I’m so sorry you had to deal with something similar but at the same time I am so happy for you— it’s something that is so hard to do, and something a lot of people don’t understand.
I would do anything to go back in time to when I was no contact/estranged from her. Truly the most peaceful!
And thank you ❤️